Hello everyone, and welcome to The Crystal dragon. My name is Axius, and today, we are going to be talking about something that I’ve experienced all throughout my journey. We are going to be talking about how lonely it can be to journey through this world as a starseed, and If you’re reading this, then that means you are a starseed, too. Chances are, you’re probably going through something similar to what I’m going to talk about, and if so, then it’s no mistake that you're here right now.

Being a starseed is a wonderful, magical thing… But sometimes, being incarnated on this earth as a starseed can be very, very lonely. As starseeds, we often don’t fit in with the rest of the world. More often than not, we find ourselves being the black sheep in every aspect of our relationships; our friends, our peers, our loved ones, our families… seemingly even the whole world. We always seem to be the odd ones out.

We often struggle to integrate into the same 3 dimensional structures in this world as others, such as education systems, workplace environments, and similar things of that nature.

A lot of the time, we starseeds are faced with challenges, struggles, pains and hardships that wear us down, and perhaps cause us to try and force ourselves to conform. We dim our own light, tone ourselves down and hide aspects of ourselves because we are deemed too weird or abnormal.

Unlike the higher vibrational worlds and planes of existence which starseeds are used to, this planet is incredibly dense, limiting, and low vibrational. Life on this planet is hard, to say the very least, and there is so much pain and hardship in this world, all of which is practically impossible to avoid.

For a very long time, I’ve held a lot of resentment and hate towards this world. I’ve been through more than my fair share of pain and suffering here, and I have no doubt there are millions out there who can say the same. For a very long time, I despised this 3d world, and wanted nothing more than to leave it. I didn’t understand why I would ever choose to incarnate here, to go through all of these challenges, to blindly struggle through all of this confusion and uncertainty, to go through all of this pain and heartache. I didn’t understand why this world is the way it is; why there is so much pain, evil, hardship, conflict and suffering, when there are so many other worlds and planes of existence that are so full of light, love and joy.

The worst part of it all, for me at least, is that through all of the things I’ve been through here on earth, both good and bad… I’ve been alone. Sure, there have been times in life where I have had people around me, people who at one point were considered friends or loved ones, but just because I wasn’t physically alone doesn’t mean that my loneliness didn’t persist. In fact, this only made it worse. None of these people were starseeds, or spiritual in any way, and truthfully, I’ve never had any spiritual people in my life. No one around me has ever understood or even believed in anything more than what our physical eyes can see. No one around me has ever believed in a higher power, or anything of the sort. Any friends that I once had have never lasted, since our souls simply couldn’t connect what with us being so different, and truthfully, I realise now with hindsight that none of them were ever true friends from the start. Because of this, I’ve walked both my life’s path and my spiritual path alone, and I’m sure this is the case for most starseeds.

I’ll admit, it does sometimes get to me, the fact that I have no one to turn to. The fact that I’ve never had any like minded starseeds to share these experiences and this journey with, to talk about these things with, or who understands these things. It becomes especially hard when I am struggling to find my way in this world, caught between the challenges of this 3 dimensional world and my mission of embodying a higher, 5 dimensional way of living, which can sometimes feel impossible. No one around me understands or even knows what those things are, and so I am left to figure it all out on my own. It can be disheartening at times, to say the very least. Many times, I would find myself asking my family of light to take me back. To finally be free of all the struggles, the pains, the sufferings and the loneliness of this world, and to be returned back to the light. To be returned to a higher plane of existence, or a higher vibrational planet, or somewhere, anywhere but this dense, volatile earth plane, so that I can finally be reunited with my star family again.

But even though it may be difficult, and though I wish I had someone to share this journey with… I know that I can’t return to the light just yet. At the end of the day, like all starseeds, I have a mission to fulfill here, and the state of this world is exactly why our presence here is needed now more than ever. Though this world is a dark and challenging place, there is still so much beauty and light here. We came here for a reason, and our presence here on this earth is the key to helping to finally eliminate the dark cloud that has been looming over this world for far too long. We didn’t come here to fit in. We didn’t come here to conform. We didn’t come here to settle, to blend in, to hide or to dim ourselves. We didn’t come here to follow the herd, to follow someone else’s lead, or to force ourselves in with the wrong crowds. We came here to shine bright, to let our divine light be seen and witnessed, to illuminate the darkness that has been over this world for far too long. We came here to lead, to stand out, to be the odd ones out, and to pave our own paths. Even just existing here on the planet is more than enough, for our very vibration is affecting the entire world around us without us even knowing it.

More importantly though, I realise now, after everything, that even though I may not have anyone physically to journey along this path with, there are leagues and teams of light beings, guides, angels and ascended masters always watching over me. My star families, my higher self, and my teams in spirit are all watching over me every step of the way on my journey here. If you are a starseed reading this then the same is true for you, too. Though it may seem like we are alone in this world, there are millions of starseeds out there, and at this time, more and more starseeds are incarnating here every single day. Every one of us, in our own unique way, is helping to fulfill our purpose here. To uplift and raise the vibration of this planet, to heal what needs to be healed, clear what needs to be cleared and uplift what needs to be uplifted.

We may feel as though we are alone, but the truth is, we are never alone. We starseeds are always connected, in one way or another. A perfect example is that someway, somehow, you have found this blog.

So if you can relate to this, then know that you are not alone, starseed. The journey through this world can be hard sometimes, but believe me when I tell you, it doesn’t have to be. This world may not be your home, but it is not your prison, either. As a starseed, your true nature is ease, grace, love and flow, and you are more than capable of creating such things in your reality. Every night must turn to day eventually, and so just know that whatever darkness you’re going through, the light is soon to follow. Know that you are lovingly held by the universe at every step of your path. Remember that every time you gaze up at the stars above, your entire star family is gazing lovingly back down at you, guiding and watching over you as you traverse this world. You are never truly alone, and though you may not have anyone to physically share this journey with at the moment, perhaps the right person, or people, are just around the corner, waiting for you.

Stay strong, starseed. And remember that your star family is with you always. Though the path we walk may feel like a lonely one, we starseeds are never truly alone. Thank you so much for reading, and I wish you much love, joy and blessings on your journey. Until next time.

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